My grandma's death is causing controversy. Of course nothing can go smoothly with my family. I'm not going into the whole mess here. I haven't cried since the funeral on Friday, that's a start I guess. I'm not bouncing back quickly from this one. This is going to be a long time hurt.I ended the sordid, twisted thing with Eric last night. My mom's hopes for another grandchild have been dashed. posted by Beth 8:48 PM . . .